Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Clarification

I heard the pulsars' sounds on a show on the history channel that talked about the freaks in space (or something like that).
I'm not sure how they get the sound. I think it comes from radio waves (I'm pretty sure that's what they said on the show). They played a bunch of different ones on the show while they were talking about them.
Also the Bat For Lashes song has it at beginning of the "Two Planets" song ... or something that sounds like what I heard on the tv. (Does this help sister?:D )

The History Channel

Okay so here's something I wasn't expecting to write about, but it kept coming up in my brain and even on the way home on Monday as I was listening to a song by Bat For Lashes I heard it again. The sound of a pulsar. And the more I learn about it the freakier it gets and the freaking cooler it gets! How come I didn't know about these?? (by the way I'm listening to the song as I write this post lol it's called "Two Planets" and I swear that they use a pulsar's sound in the song.)
Here's a video of the sound a pulsar makes.

You don't really need to watch the whole thing to get the idea, but oh my gosh!!! A pulsar is short for pulsing star.
(from http://imagine.gsfc.nasa.gov/docs/science/know_l1/pulsars.html)Simply put, pulsars are rotating neutron stars. And pulsars appear to pulse because they rotate!
They blink like a lighthouse would! And get this!! They all spin at different rates so they all have a different sound! Oh my gosh the more I learn about this the more I want to learn about it. The older I get the smarter I feel (or maybe it's more confidence), so I actually want to learn about these kinds of things!! So go learn about them ... and maybe watch the History Channel? :)
Also here's a Bat For Lashes song ... a favorite of mine (I couldn't find the other one)

Monday, November 9, 2009

A note to myself

Since I'm no longer making lists I thought I would make a note to myself while these things were still in my brain.
The next few blog posts I'd like to write about: My trip to La Crescenta, the book Strengths Based Leadership, the book Failing Forward, what I've been learning about myself recently, and just a general topic of where my life is headed.
Oh good now I really hope that all the stuff floating around in my head right now can be put down in some nice posts rather then one really HUGE one.
Since I just got back from my trip I will be starting these blog posts tomorrow.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Support

In support of my sister I am now going to try my hardest to be more active on goodreads.com
I hope that I can do this lol of course I don't chew through books like she does! I guess I don't think that I can add much to the "book world" because I don't read as much as fast. But I'm still going to try!

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Pumpkins!!!!




Thursday, October 22, 2009

Fall

I enjoy crunching and swishing the fall leaves around. Sometimes I wish I could pile them up and jump into them!
:) It's good to remember that's its ok to play!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

In Which I Copy My Sister...





:D

A good one!

Another post by Ron Reynolds!
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Mental Vitamin - Missing The Point
"We have paid off all our credit cards. We've paid off our cars and all our other loans, and we even own our own home - outright. We have no need to build a business, so I?ve concluded that AdvoCare isn't for me."

Those were the words of a woman I met recently, and she reached her conclusion because she and her husband had long ago concluded to do almost precisely what the DebtBuster system is designed to do. But she began her quest for financial independence before DebtBuster ever became a cornerstone in the AdvoCare concept for taking back control of one's life. Her conclusion may seem to make sense, except that there's a major difference between "seeming to make sense" and actually making sense. We must congratulate her for sticking to her resolve to free herself from the bondage of debt, but we should perhaps reserve our full congratulations, for there's an element that the woman at issue - and millions of Americans like her who are debt free - have clearly overlooked.

Simply being out of debt and able to enjoy most of what gives you pleasure without endangering your future security is part of what we should all pursue, but it's certainly not all we should pursue. If you were blessed in so many ways as the lady in my example is blessed, what would you do, assuming your life encountered the AdvoCare opportunity after you reached a full measure of financial security?

No doubt you have encountered people who - when you share your story with them - reject any notion that there's a place for them in AdvoCare. They have the big home, the stock portfolio, the money put away in several safe places, the cars, the clothes and all the other trinkets that connote success and happiness. They have "risen above it all" but they find themselves without a transcendent purpose. They float along on the cloud of their past, self-designed - and in most cases, deserved comforts. They assume that the acquisition of material and financial comfort is an expression of their value, and they choose to ignore how, by sharing what they have learned with others, they could make a significant contribution to the lives of others who have not yet managed to find such a cause and such a purpose.

Perhaps we should have a special position titled "Emissary Advisor" for those who have concluded they "don't need the money" and therefore don't need AdvoCare. I surely don't mean to suggest that we're going to actually do that, because those who "count themselves out" wouldn't respond to that approach either. We'll just do what we've always done; we'll find those who have come to enjoy success, we'll engage them into AdvoCare as a product user, and we'll let them be "introducers" without any special title. They can lead us to those among their circle of friends who are still searching and still struggling. Even the most affluent among us needs an on-going transcendent cause, for "without a vision, the people perish."

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Hello

I have time to write. But nothing is in my head.
I suppose having nothing swimming around in my brain is better then the anxiety ridden brain issues I was having at the beginning of the week. (here's the short version!)
Turns out what I thought was a healthy habit, writing lists, is actually a horrible obsessive habit that took control of me and my brain. NOT OK...by the way.
I had no idea how horribly chained to it I was. Writing down 20-30 things "TO DO" and then expecting myself to get them done within the next 2 days ... is ummm INSANE! I had it color coded and everything. Writing down all those things also fed into my anxiety so no wonder I had panic attacks almost every time I wrote one of those lists. Of course then looking at everything I had to get done really discouraged me, so I would cope and well, not do anything. That in turn created shame and then that turned into rage and poor Francisco got the brunt of all that! (so not fair)
Turns out I don't need a list of 20-30 things to be disciplined. WAHOOO!!! Even though I can feel the pressure in the back of my mind to "make a list" I have resisted for 2 days now. And for 2 days I've felt free ... and happy...and panic free!! I have my moments...but I give it back to the ultimate Warrior and let Him fight :D
So now I'm working on daily habits and disciplines. And separating work from home stuff. I write all my work stuff down on a white board in the office and let go of my worry about all of it. I am now learning to let go of control and just trusting more. Also ... needing to find a healthy balance of remembering to do the things I'm responsible for and letting go of trying to do everything perfect!