I didn't get that job I was hoping for. I guess I shouldn't have put my eggs in one basket. I mean duh right? Of course I haven't gotten much of anything else offered to me at all. Oh wait scratch that. I haven't had ANYTHING offered to me.
I feel like I was finally making headway and now nothing...I feel like I'm back to zero. I feel like I'm fading away. I feel like I'm losing touch with everyone around me. I feel locked up and if it keeps up like this I just might feel crazy.
Sure I'm not supposed to feel this. But I'm drowning in it. I feel so heavy.