Sometimes I am resentful of people who have moms. I'm pretty sure that's normal. But it still doesn't make me feel okay to have those feelings.
When I think about being pregnant and having to go through that without my mom I get even more resentful and even feel envious. It's just not fair. You know what else isn't fair? Not to have a mother-in-law either. It's like a slam in the face twice. "You don't get this! (cruel sounding voice) Oh and guess what? You don't get this either!"
*sigh*
The time is crawling by way too slowly at my job and I really have no desire to work at all.
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