Worst run recorded thus far on my Nike+ .... mentally and physically felt like a giant KNOT. Don't like running at 5pm...also I do NOT think it's ok to have to run BEHIND my antithesis. God please bless that woman....but today was NOT the day to see her.
How am I supposed to be broken and stay broken for God and yet still function ... when I believe I can only function by being my version of whole and complete??? How am I supposed to function when the whole world seems to be showing me how fragmented and behind I really am! I get that those aren't the truth ... in my head ... if you asked me that's the answer I'd give you because it's the "right" one. I just want to live by the truths ... OH Father help me please!!