Monday, August 2, 2010

part deux

Worst run recorded thus far on my Nike+ .... mentally and physically felt like a giant KNOT.  Don't like running at 5pm...also I do NOT think it's ok to have to run BEHIND my antithesis.  God please bless that woman....but today was NOT the day to see her.
How am I supposed to be broken and stay broken for God and yet still function ... when I believe I can only function by being my version of whole and complete???  How am I supposed to function when the whole world seems to be showing me how fragmented and behind I really am!  I get that those aren't the truth ... in my head ... if you asked me that's the answer I'd give you because it's the "right" one.  I just want to live by the truths ... OH Father help me please!!

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