I still remember

"Hear Me" (by Kelly Clarkson)
You gotta be out there
You gotta be somewhere
Wherever you are
I'm waiting
'Cause there are these nights when
I sing myself to sleep
And I'm hopin' my dreams
Bring you close to me
Are you listening?

Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me
Hear me

Hear me
Can you hear me?
Hear me

I used to be scared of
Letting someone in
But it gets so lonely
Being on my own
No one to talk to
And no one to hold me
I'm not always strong
Oh, I need you here
Are you listening?

Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me

I'm restless and wild
I fall, but I try
I need someone to understand
Can you hear me?
I'm lost in my thoughts
And baby I've fought
For all that I've got
Can you hear me?

Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me
Can you hear me?
Hear me
Can you hear me?
Oh, oh, oh, oh...
Hear me
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Every day I remember and thank God for blessing me with such a wonderful husband. I still can't believe that God saw fit to bless me like this. But ... I do remember before Francisco. I still remember how much it hurt to be alone and how much I questioned if I would ever get married. I'm not quite sure why I posted this ... or why I felt the need to. I just wanted people to know I remember. And that God blessed me beyond anything I deserve and He will bless you too. Because if He blessed me this much .... wow, I know He'll bless you 100 times more! Stay the course and know that what God has in mind for you in a thousand times better then what you have for yourself!